I am writing
around two and a half months after my last update on this blog. The reason for
this is not the usual ‘too busy to write’ stuff that people give, but because I
was stupid and tried to challenge my goddess’s role in our life. I have been
allowed to write about it to apologise publicly about my stupidity and to
ensure that I get the ridicule and contempt from those of you who have been
reading about us.
Around two
months back in april I had started to feel (wrongly) kind of stifled and
frustrated with my own state of affairs. Those of you who have been reading
about us over the last few months know that I am not allowed to work outside, I
manage the house, and any outings in the evenings are only when Ms V feels like
one. So in April I kinda snapped, and had a huge argument with Ms V. my ‘manhood’
demanded that I have freedom, and I didnt want to continue with the way things
were. To cut a long story short, I
was a fool, Ms V threw me out of the house, and I spent time moving from one
friend’s house to another for a month or so before I came to my senses. By end
May I used to beg Ms V over phone, letters and emails to forgive me and take me
back but she refused. She only relented after I begged her closest friend from
school (Ms Suchi) that I wanted to be with her (without telling her our
relationship status).
Ms V finally let
back into her life and house in end of June, with new conditions that I have
agreed to, she knows best. I was given permission to blog about us again yesterday,
so here I am.
I would like to inform everyone of you that I have
been a fool to challenge Ms V, and will never make the mistake again. She is my
goddess and knows what’s best for me. I will forever cherish, worship and obey
her.
