My Folly and Reformation

I am writing around two and a half months after my last update on this blog. The reason for this is not the usual ‘too busy to write’ stuff that people give, but because I was stupid and tried to challenge my goddess’s role in our life. I have been allowed to write about it to apologise publicly about my stupidity and to ensure that I get the ridicule and contempt from those of you who have been reading about us.

Around two months back in april I had started to feel (wrongly) kind of stifled and frustrated with my own state of affairs. Those of you who have been reading about us over the last few months know that I am not allowed to work outside, I manage the house, and any outings in the evenings are only when Ms V feels like one. So in April I kinda snapped, and had a huge argument with Ms V. my ‘manhood’ demanded that I have freedom, and I didnt want to continue with the way things were. To cut a long story short, I was a fool, Ms V threw me out of the house, and I spent time moving from one friend’s house to another for a month or so before I came to my senses. By end May I used to beg Ms V over phone, letters and emails to forgive me and take me back but she refused. She only relented after I begged her closest friend from school (Ms Suchi) that I wanted to be with her (without telling her our relationship status).

Ms V finally let back into her life and house in end of June, with new conditions that I have agreed to, she knows best. I was given permission to blog about us again yesterday, so here I am.

I would like to inform everyone of you that I have been a fool to challenge Ms V, and will never make the mistake again. She is my goddess and knows what’s best for me. I will forever cherish, worship and obey her.